Spanish Teeth.

My teeth are starting to feel weird and I think it's because of my wisdom teeth FUCK. I need to get them out but I always forget to make the apt.

I think I might get either a lip stud or my monroe pierced. Thoughts? I'm not sure if I'd look like a retard because my nose is already pierced. If I were to get one or the other they'd be pretty small (of course after healing), and on my right side since my nose is on my left.


School is too exhausting anymore.

One day you won't be here.

Today I had to stay at work for an extra two hours because it was ridiculously packed. I was a little pissed but I just kept thinking about a nice fat paycheck and that got me through it. I hate stuffed animals now after doing inventory for two hours and not being able to move because the store is too fucking small to hold all the touristy people that come through the place. God damn.

I really hate losing touch with people. I've been so exhausted, mentally and physically, but I can't bring myself to get to bed any earlier. I feel like there's so much going on this week but nothing really important is happening. I have powder puff everyday until the game (Thursday), and tomorrow Sean and I are going to the city, and that's about it. I guess I'm just thinking too much and overwhelming myself with nothing.


I love taking really long walks accompanied by really long talks with really good friends.

Friends back east.

Tonight was Gabby's annual halloween party. I was one of those 13 year old prostitots from maury. It was pretty disappointing, but I guess that's what I get for being tired/sick. I hate seeing old friends sometimes. Conversations are never the same and I start to get all sad and miss them and then realize how much everyone's grown up. That always happens to me at these parties. OH WELL.

Tomorrow Sean and I were supposed to go into the city and make tattoo appointments so we could get them on my birthday but he has work from 12-8 so I guess that's not happening and I was looking forward to it. OH WELL. Tomorrow I'll probably do laundry or something stupid like that.

Kick yourself in the mouth.

Sometimes I want to kick myself in the face for saying retarded things to people I care about, especially if I know I don't mean it and I'm just saying it in the heat of the moment.

So sick of being tired.

First a really bad stomach ache, then awful cramps, now I have some kind of weird cough/throat thing. My voice has been shot since 2 a.m. Saturday/Sunday but it's getting better. I just have that weird tickle in my throat and I hate it. I almost got into two accidents today, the one would have not been my fault because stupid faggots don't know what it means to YIELD and get pissed at me when I do. Suck my dick. ANYWAYS. I stayed home from school today and watched John and Kate and LA ink all day. FUN.

Pinky Swear.

It's weird how far people go to prove they really care about someone, and the cute things they'll do just to show it. It's so hard to believe sometimes because no one thinks of themselves that way.

Also, staying up all night with a good friend and talking about everything/not sleeping is probably one of the greatest things ever.


I think I have strep and I'm running on three hours of sleep. I don't make sense right now. Fuck.

She.

It sucks when people who you consider to be friends who you actually have respect for and care about, go behind your back and say things about you that really aren't even true. It bums me the fuck out but that's life right?


I went down to Temple with Kate yesterday and it was really really fun despite being exhausted the whole time and missing the train, and being stranded at the station while Kate and Dominique are on the way home. I think me missing the train wasn't such a bad thing afterall because that extra hour I spent down there was really, really, really nice.