Tell me I'm childish all you want.

It's really funny how people try and come back into your life. It's too late and I'm not really a firm believer in second chances regarding relationships, especially at this age. The whole thing really pisses me off. I was fine with talking to you and being your friend until you had to bring shit up and remind me how much everything sucked. It's too late for an apology, and it's funny how you've been trying so hard for another chance. Take no for answer, I don't want you, I don't need you. I have someone new who makes me perfectly happy and you can't seem to get that through your head. You promised me you'd never treat me like shit but you ended up fucking me over pretty bad. You broke your promise therefore, I can't trust you. I don't care if I sound mean or if I sound like a bitch, you get what's coming to you. You fucked up, you don't deserve a second chance. I honestly don't care about how upset you are over this because you obviously didn't give a fuck about how upset you made me.


Last full day of school tomorrow, then I'm a senior.

I AM:

immature
lazy
stupid
annoying
unmotivated
tired


and anything else you could possibly tack on this wonderful list of ADJECTIVES.

FOREVER FUCKED.

I'm to lazy to do anything and it sucks because this is the most work I've had in such a long time and I'm having such a hard time doing any of it. Why can't this be over. I SUCK.

Wake me up when this is over.

This weekend was interesting I guess. Sweet time at work friday and then the shortest show I've been to in a real long time, but it was sweet for what it was. Oh and a certain someone basically tried to get back together with me on Friday night after the show...it's not happening. Snooze ya lose fgt. It was pretty retarded but whatever. Carly and I spent all damn saturday in my bed sleeping. We woke up once to eat chick fil a and then went back to sleep and it was awesome. Saw strangers with Jonas which was real fun but the movie itself was kinda disappointing. Still creepy though. Had a hard time sleeping. Work today was kind of lame, too tired to stand up and be productive. This week and next week should be total hell and then summer. Grad project. OOF.

Push away the ones we love with time.

I kind of expected everything to be perfect this time of year but boy was I wrong. I guess things are getting a little worse. Some things are great but others really aren't. I just want to graduate and get away from all these retards in school.

You can't trust anyone, you can't depend on anyone, and most of all, never expect anything out of anybody. It's the quickest way to be let down and disappointed.


I guess things just turn out the way I never thought they would. That's what I get for getting my hopes up i guess.

3.14

It's that time of year where I'm getting really sick of just about everyone and everything. I have no will power to do anything. All I wanna do is sleep. I'm turning into such a god damn sloth.


Work is sweet though. Lots of nutty people.

SWEET SWEET FANTASY BABY.